6.4.13

Hanging on your every wish

i was here when you needed me, and even when you didnt.
listening and accompanying your every wish
it wasnt as if i was crying inside, i thought you would drown in my heart
so i gave you a show, a quirky old smile,  so id never have to give you cpr
but i let you in eventually and you got your feet wet
rain boots you brought, but you didnt care you said
i let you pick at my nerves, even as we traveled to new heights
we raced through my mind with earth out of sight
jumping through portals leading to new dimensions of mind
giving you the keys to lightyears in time
oxygen not needed, feeded through laughfter
gravity was burned at the stake, but something tugged at me
was it aliens or fate?
so i looked down for awhile only to realize where we are
a dark room with glow in the dark stars
hallucinating i knew this needed to stop
not surprised that you drugged me, i needed to drop
following your orders, as you requested
refusing to come down, my orders rejected
hanging on your every wish, i said tie me a noose,
"hey baby make sure that it wont come loose"
falling back to earth, seeing that we really did go far
hanging on that noose you're little wishing star
ready to see the earth again,
i knew this would leave a scar