I felt each piece of gravel scrape the side of my brain as i went down
when i was done i knew i would lose something
and that day sadly my brain didn't roll away as i watched the blood drip down the sidewalk a dark red that lavishes upon the bland cream of concrete
it was as if i was watching a video upon a giant movie screen that i had gotten lost in and so into, that maybe in reality i wasn't lying on the ground feeling each sound wave come out my mouth of a hysterical laughter but instead in a movie theatre giggling at the horrifying scene shoving popcorn in my face, while butter drips from my mouth instead of a luscious red that i wish to not be wearing
my hair was sticky as i cracked my skull on the edge of love
and sadly i cherished the cold feeling of the migraine rushing through my brain pulsing even, every time i remembered where i was
pulled down by the people who love to be tied down, his boy scout knots got me, a rope burn i thought i'd enjoy turned out to be pure torture that sent me into a rage of laughter,
i close my eyes as my mouth refuses to close from the uncontrollable deafening screams and giggles, my heart begins to, race the time in between each hurl of air, only realizing im running out of oxygen my gasps turn into jumping hiccups of excitement and fear;the worst kind.
only to realize that i was alone in this burst, my laughter began to subside
and i recognized that i survived falling in love
